While I have had two torch sessions - I only made about 1/4 of the number of beads that I normally would, and they’re a bit repetitive… so - it looks like I’ll put this on hold until I can shine.

While still reeling from the sadness of the past month - I just learned that Charlie, my golden, has cancer. Gosh, I thought He would only give me what I could handle…. Many of you have watched over the past 9 years as Charlie firmly welded his presence in my heart/life - and as it always is, too many of us lose our pets way before we’re ready to let them go… and - it’s never easy.

Charlie is my fourth golden, and much like the prior three they all lived robust lives until about 8-9… then something epic knocks them down. I’ve been through blindness, diabetes, eye removal, hip dysplasia, two blown knees, bone cancer, and now cancer again. My agreement was to pay for a pup bred from a reputable breeder this go-round so that I knew what I might be facing… and while he came with clearances for many common issues - cancer is the crapshoot I never saw coming.

Over the last (near) decade Charlie has become my companion, my guardian, and another warm soul that I share my home with... His vocabulary (understanding of mine) was quite extensive and often when words didn’t work - signals were sufficient. He gets me. I think he is the last golden in the string - as this kind of heartache isn’t one I would will on anyone - although if you’ve welcomed a furry companion into your life - undoubtably you’ve been here too.

I want to make happy, sparkling work that inspires that in you… but for now, it’s just not coming. On the positive side, for a good portion of my friends/customers my connection is virtual… I have some surprises planned… as our lives, as we have known them, have changed for the time being and this will bring some joy.

see you soon - love, Jill